Sunday, 09 October 2016 13:22

The Gift of Understanding

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Although our son Quinton died, he didn’t really die; he transitioned.  Since that day, we have shared that there is more ...   But this is a hard thing to understand in this day and age.  This deep understanding existed before but it is frequently lost in the world we now live in.  About two years after Quinton transitioned back to pure energy and rocked my world with the absolutely divine knowledge that death truly doesn’t exist, a young boy in our mountain community tragically took his life.

The family and community were in shock.  This twelve-year-old, straight-A student, already a scholar and an athlete, was suddenly gone.  As the details emerged we learned he had been earning less than an A in one of his classes at school and he just didn’t know how to deal with it.  Isn’t it sad that today’s world values grades, toys, gadgets and worldly pursuits over love and spiritual growth – but that is a different conversation.

Our mountain community was still supporting us on our journey of grief and enlightenment, and before too long Kristine was in contact with the mom.  I empathized with the dad’s pain, but an opportunity to connect with him never came.  I wish it had; I know how we are as men.  We suffer in silence and run from our emotional pain.

Kristine and our daughter Cheyanne attended the service while I worked.  I felt awful about being too busy to break away from my job, but I was almost an hour away from where the service was being held and the world calls – too much to do.  So often work takes precedence over spiritual growth and true fellowship.

Kristine told me that at the service most were somber, but at the same time there was something very interesting going on.  The mom seemed elated; she positively radiated as she greeted those in attendance.  When Kristine and Cheyanne were finally able to connect with her, she sincerely apologized for being giddy at her son’s funeral and she was concerned she was completely freaking people out.

Being the enlightened soul that she is, Kristine told the mom that there was nothing to apologize for. Kristine quickly discovered the reason that the twelve-year-old boy’s mom was so uplifted.  Although he had taken his life with a gun that he had found in his home, the boy had already been visiting his mom from the Other Side!  The mom shared that he had made his presence known in a multitude of ways.  She was so excited and elated that ‘there is more’ that she simply could not contain herself.  She also realized that she could share this with Quinton’s mom!

I wish that everyone in our society could know this simple truth.  Yes, death sucks, of that there is no doubt.  The cancer, the accidents, the suffering, the accidental overdoses – all of it is awful.  Having to live without our child, our sibling, our mom or dad – it sucks, but no matter how awful the transitions may be, this simple truth remains – there is no death; there is only a doorway!

And of course we all hate it when people say this without having suffered through it. This is why I testify to this truth.  Don’t get me wrong – it isn’t easy, not in the least.  Especially when I see other intact families who are joyful and happy and know what I lost out on, or when I relive Quinton’s last moments in the physical world in my mind’s eye.  But at the same time, he blesses us with visits in the most spectacular ways.

And I am still here with the profound understanding that life is eternal.  And through this understanding I look at my life and appreciate why I am still here and what I am learning.

Many Blessings, my friends
 
-Ernie and Kristine Jackson

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